P.E.C.c. Le Regole Nascoste della Vita
(The Hidden Rules of Life)
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Running – Existential Observations
In this story, when asked what he would do once healed, the protagonist responds without hesitation "Running", because he cannot live without running. It is his Infantile Individual Rule, created by the Mirroring that took place with his father and mother since pregnancy. His parents’ experience of the war, and the Territory of that time (destruction, bombs, reprisals, hunger, etc.), was lived as a constant Existential Risk by the fetus.
The Strategy for Staying Alive, now as then, becomes being constantly alert, maintaining Control of the Territory, always ready to run/run away, and trusting no one.
It is the same Rule that he will also adopt as a child, pushing him to do better than his siblings, to be the best, and as an adult (Of Age Infantile Adult) to take over the management of the family company.
As this Infantile Rule increasingly loses Vital Energy over the years, it should be replaced by new Creator Individual Rules, and updated to the Reality of the Present Space-Time.
The same happens to the Etheric-Physical Body, after having reached the maximum level in terms of performance, it suffers a physiological decline: thus, his Existential Running is no longer effective in maintaining Control of the Territory.
His recurring nightmare (Malaise Program) is a warning aiming at making him reassess the situation.
Although the nightmare frightens him, he doesn’t change his Strategy. So, instead of slowing down, he constantly increases his already fast pace – both mental and physical – without taking a break, running the risk of a possible heart attack or cardiac arrest for overexertion.
No longer able to keep up with the rhythms of the past, he fears losing Control of the Territory (family, social, and professional).
Continuing to ignore the signs of the Malaise Program, to Stay Alive intervenes the Existential Hearts that act on the Physical Heart, progressively generating postural orthostatic hypotension, which lowers his blood pressure when he stands up. Thus, the Disease Program is activated and he becomes part of the Disease Social Family.
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Extract from the book “We Cannot Escape from Ourselves”.